It turns out that he feels I represent everything that he loathes. When the person you love and adore tells you that you "are the type of thing I hate."

A good indicator that you still love somebody - you feel an incredibly sharp pain when they do this to you. If you don't love someone, they can't hurt you.

Dawn, you hurt me more than words can explain.

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It never fails.

I feel so guilty about not working on my story.

Presently I am back to searching for work.

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The good news - which really came as a surprise - was that I passed the NREMT cognitive exam. I honestly came away from that examination feeling like a bag of shit and fully expected to have failed it. Then I found out this evening I had PASSED! So now it's time to move on to the psychomotor skills exam. I think this exam will be a lot harder for me since I find the context of trying to handle the unusual context of those to be a lot harder than actually performing the related

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Generally whenever I get paid, I use my money to help the people I know who need financial assistance.

This time around I bought myself a little treat! I have wanted to buy a mock up of the famous SCE panel from the Apollo CSMs to mount next to my work desk and I've actually purchased one!

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